This Is All Happening Now

by Lilac Carlo

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Fake News (Intro) 02:51
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5 bucks doggy Its a self growing self evolving Self learning minded organism The very fabric of space itself Engenders the most sophisticated Biological like neural net imaginable This neural net had no Restrictions in terms of Time or space it is omniscient There is no outside creator It is eternal and will iterate on itself Infinitely coming back to unity Everything we see is an expression of This underlying minded fabric of light Nothing is actually separate From anything
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Bush Monte (Instrumental) 02:17
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Save Face 02:46
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Welcome to the stage yo Its riddled with actors Everyones got a role Its full of contractors Half the time this business Is all just backwards Being fake, and saving face Is what matters All the shiny lights And all the dancers Being true and real Is not the factors You got to bow down Listen to the masters Everyone is cheap product Encased in wrappers What matters is Attention and laughter How to create more shit Faster and faster People are fake and Most are actors Even your own friends May be backstabbers End of the day they got to save face Cant make their mistakes So they choose to be fake Scared for their reputation So they hang with the snakes You know what I mean From a hollow hand shake Dont care about you Only what they take When they are done with you Look at the ashes of your wake They will give you a call But then they'll just flake Chew you up and spit you out Just to see what they can make Acting like your friends They are all just phony Listen to that shit All they spit is bologna Artificial make believe and pretend Bogus fabricated sham in the end They have betrayed and they are afraid Cant let others see the bricks That they have laid Point the finger at you So opinions are swayed They aint going to let you know That you have been played And that is this place Complete disgrace Clicky politics wrapped up in a rat race It cant be them Your identity erased Be careful who you trust Your friendship they will misplace End of the day they got to save face Cant make their mistakes So they choose to be fake Scared for their reputation So they hang with the snakes You know what I mean From a hollow hand shake Dont care about you Only what they take When they are done with you Look at the ashes of your wake They will give you a call But then theyll just flake Chew you up and spit you out Just to see what they can make End of the day they got to save face Cant make their mistakes So they choose to be fake Scared for their reputation So they hang with the snakes You know what I mean From a hollow hand shake Dont care about you Only what they take When they are done with you Look at the ashes of your wake They will give you a call But then theyll just flake Chew you up and spit you out Just to see what they can make
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Bubble Gum 03:07
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Heres a game that we can play Soda water juicy jay Plastic rocks and yellow clay 24 hours a day Sipping shots and Dipping dots and Mystery box and Twisted plots and Whats that thought Before you knock Peanut chocolate candy shop Sitting playing with your hair What you doing over there Come on over sit by me Pumpkin and a bumble bee Take that shit and dont look back Said and done after the fact Look like bout to be attacked Dummy games Thats why you wack Is it Mike or is it Bob Is it I that is the dog What can I say its a job Purple lizard lincoln log Take a left and take a right Furry feather filthy light Frosted sugar cookie night I wish I may I wish I might Our father arent in heaven Turn it up to eleven Minimum is at seven Mike tyson is at my wedding In the morning how I start S m r t I'm so smart Parking lot shopping cart Tree or dog Leaves and bark What the fuck Is five bucks All laced up All black chucks All blacked out Pickup truck And the shit you say about ducks Do you know what im saying Do you know if im playing Dmv im a waiting In the kitchen Im a baking Here you go Heres a true In my pocket I have blue One for me and one for you What bubble gum you chew Every lake weve got a fake About a thousand Give or take Do you see whats at stake Minnesota frosted flakes Relate with you Hell no Ill drop you with my elbow Back of my hand You will know Sorry that will swell yo Either you like it Or you love it Your below Or above it Or you hate it Well thank you Its my job its what I do Hit that shit And popped a lick And copped a hit And re-upped quick And got my stick And heres the flip Im a witch healing the sick And im all just like ooooo In my eyes across the room I see you and you see me too And im all just like ooooo In my eyes across the room I see you and you see me too And im all just like ooooo In my eyes across the room I see you and you see me too And im all just like ooooo In my eyes across the room I see you and you see me too And im all just like ooooo
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Deemsters 02:40
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This kid doesnt believe in ghost But now its what he sees the most Took some dose from coast to coast Brains command post Minds the host Out of everyone he took the most Now hes talking to a lamp post Hes turning into french toast Achievement of enlightment almost Sits down to do some relaxing But the walls begin to close in From the floor To the wall to the ceiling Now the corners are just breathing Sit back Take a deep breath I am choking Heart racing Im sweating My minds broken Try to sit back relax Let this soak in Now everything in the room Is floating Vibrating sounds take over Im in the dome Patterns on the wall Where is my home Cant believe what I see I am not alone A creature crept forward With something to be shown Colorful patterns And hieroglyphics Everything is moving And nothing is fixed A psychedelic brew that I have mixed See you later reality You will not be missed In the deemsters I met the keeper Of everything and anything That you see here From nothing Everything manifest Battle of good and evil Light and darkness But nothing really matters Is the truth Opposite of what youve been told From your youth Good and bad are all of The same thing Different polar degrees Of what they bring All emerging Light From the no thing Call it angels and demons Listen to them sing Imprisoned in your body As a human being Cast the mass Hit the bell And let it ring It goes round and round And will again It goes up and down Before we transcend Once upon a time In a dream A long time ago We traveled back From the future With a message For our Soul Magic elves On my minds shelf Try to teach me How to spell One last breath Ego death This is a test You wouldnt Have Guessed Magic elves On my minds shelf Try to teach me How to spell One last breath Ego death This is a test You wouldnt Have Guessed Magic elves On my minds shelf Try to teach me How to spell One last breath Ego death This is a test You wouldnt Have guessed
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Terminus 03:54
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Misconstrue everything you do The world is constantly coming at you With truth and lies do you realize Reality spoon fed imbedded in your mind Didnt take the time to read the fine print But it looks like you willfully signed it Turn around just to complain I cant with stain im going insane Life's distracting most are acting Some are searching for what theyre lacking Latch on things outside themselves So much stimuli do you think they felt The pursuit for truth comes with a cost In the worlds eyes you are nothing but lost But let me tell a secret before you do You have it the truth is inside of you This is all happening now And thats it thats what did it for you wow I took this thought and went for a walk Stole the words from my voice and I couldn't talk To try to comprehend what this means Had to peel through the fabric unsewn the seems My memories blending with my dreams Sit down lay back deep breath breath Look to the skies and to the stars The cool air in the breeze blows from a far Then before me time stands still Flood gates in my mind all spill we live life Floating down a stream gently believing its a dream Never truly thinking for ourselves Dealt in rations our health and wealth I am you as you are me all of reality And everything you see everything you do or want to be Is possible as long as you believe time flies by The world tells you lies in order to live We must die what goes up Must come down and no matter what It goes around All this contradictions Got me mixing I am slipping feel thought Pull me closer to my soul Where I reach for the impossible In this mission I am listening Glistening blistering from this vison System is tightening the chains I look for change but its all the same All this contradictions Got me mixing I am slipping feel thought Pull me closer to my soul Where I reach for the impossible In this mission I am listening Glistening blistering from this vison System is tightening the chains I look for change but its all the same
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Lost N' Found 03:20
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Abduction of your life Haunting crept in over night Adoption you took form In the chaos of the storm Instructions follow orders Blame others close the borders Exhaustion mental strain Propaganda in the airwaves Disruption every day A brand new game for us to play Concoction take a drink So we dont have to feel or think Precaution we take none Russian roulette fire the gun Forgotten your the one Squeezed of life till youre done Burn it down down to the ground The world is burning all around Infiltrate and remove the crown Submerge with bricks and let it drown Fuck the system fuck the cops Its all controlled from the top Down here were just props Endless cycle it dont stop People only care about themselves Others feelings theyre not felt Turn up the heat and watch them melt Standing there waiting to be dealt On the loose hell hound Cut the noose spell bound All thats left carbon mound There wont be a lost and found Obstructions were all stressed Told what to do and how to dress Destruction of what we think Program our thoughts get us in sync Construction produce more Our way of life is the way of war Distortion cant see clear Times have changed the end is near Proportion nothing makes sence A new world comes with an expense Extortion everything you have Youll loose everything no matter where your at Compassion there is none Bleed you dry till they are done Misfortune on the world Round and round as it twirls Burn it down down to the ground The world is burning all around Infiltrate and remove the crown Submerge with bricks and let it drown Fuck the system fuck the cops Its all controlled from the top Down here were just props Endless cycle it dont stop People only care about themselves Others feelings theyre not felt Turn up the heat and watch them melt Standing there waiting to be dealt On the loose hell hound Cut the noose spell bound All thats left carbon mound There wont be a lost and found
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Taboo 05:33
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Story starts off with an injury From there the rest is history A tale to be told with no victory Shrouded in silence cloaked in misery Two to three twice a day It will make the pain go away And dont worry you can trust me Just look at the wall you can see my degree And yes its easy to get off Wouldnt give it to you if you couldnt stop So heres your perscription Keep it in the kitchen Take as perscribed ill see you in a month So this began my new ritual I took his advice everyday continual And in the end the eventual Demise of my individual Mental illness in this country Is taboo now cant you see They dont want you to know the truth You live in a fantasy They break you down to make you weak Provide you with things for you to seek Casted upon you their tricks Look down upon and shun the addict Days into weeks and Weeks into months and Months into years and All these tears can not sum up All of this fear i dont know How to get out of here These pills are so expensive This shit is a life sentence So i took to the streets to get my fix But i could never dream of what was next All it took was just one hit My intuition was silenced They say in life you reap what you sew And my life now is what i owe Going down the hiway Im going about ninety Look up in the mirror The cops are behind me Pull off on the exit Crept into an alley Turn off my lights No one will find me And now the fuzz are zeroing in But i dont care cause im high on heroin And as they go by i make my escape Peel out of this place cause ive got a date Im going to see the black tar goddess Meet up with the dope man Im so modest Turmoil tinfoil watch solid turn to boil Only to the opiate am i loyal Now i graduated needles and spoons Alone by myself time goes by in this room I casted a spell and now im in hell Will i live to see tommorrow Only time will tell Mental illness in this country Is taboo now cant you see They dont want you to know the truth You live in a fantasy They break you down to make you weak Provide you with things for you to seek Casted upon you their tricks Look down upon and shun the addict Lost your friends and your veins collapse Try to get clean but just relapse You have no money so you cook up crack All for the dope tar china and smack And this is the world we live in All around you even the hood you reside in Even your own friends but you dont know Enslaved in trap houses getting low Live kill and die for the balloon Possession of their addiction to consume The system is not about recovery All just profit and money Dealers worship the almighty dollar Junkies scream in pain as they holler Suboxone methadone harm reduction Contributes more to the drug wars destruction Problem is this will never stop One dealer goes down another opens shop Or you got to deal with crooked cops Only way to stop it is to stop it at the top But the people in power have made a promise To keep their silence to fill their pockets All you are to them is another deposit As they sit back and count their profits It will keep on going on Its a cycle Another overdose another revival Another drug shipment another arrival How can it end how can it say idel In the world of drugs its all survival Police and gang life its all tribal More will die to stop it is vital America totally in denial Like a virus there is no vaccine The only way to stop this is to stay clean Talk about a pandemic this is systemic For years we have been lost in this epidemic Every single day more people die Drug overdose murder or suicide By doing nothing continue to comply You hear the people outcry but most just stand by The sad truth is there is no cure You must find within yourself how to endear But most people wont theyll disappear Or theyre tied to strings by the puppeteer Guide yourself to truth to fight the evil Otherwise the next shot could be lethal Within darkness be guided by the light Fight the fear within and Listen to your insight Mental illness in this country Is taboo now cant you see They dont want you to know the truth You live in a fantasy They break you down to make you weak Provide you with things for you to seek Casted upon you their tricks Look down upon and shun the addict
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Rocking Chair 02:57
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Couple screws loose but thankfully i knew What to do I got the tool here to prove The fool to all of you Toxic sauce got me walking sox off Popping glocks off while shopping At the store looking for chicken broth Or the moth man prophecies Doesnt matter cross the tees and dot the eyes Listen to me prophesy Synthetize all your lies That be coming out your mouth Collecting all your tears moisturize Alright im out with my Head down walking around Looking kind of lonely Solley looking for purpose in this place Cosmic soda outer space Drank the koolaid made me stay at The pool all day Side to side you see me sway Bring your games you know ill play Now im late for the party Ive got no date and im tardy Contemplate if im sorry Probably not lets get gnarly Life is like a rubics cube and a Shady dude who walks up to you With a false and true and tells you what to do Well ive got a choice of which way Im going to send my voice For all you girls and boys All that noise coming from your cheap toys Oh the joys of being an open minded skeptic Check this life experience Has got alot of leverage Back and forth in my rocking chair I sit and i stare Here we go do you know where Nope we dont probably never we wont Doggy paddle gasp for air Just trying to stay a float Zip your lip talking shit Everything you say obnoxious Consciously you make me nauseas Show me some work for the profit Best in show some time ago At least that what you think you know Does not reflect or respect On the precious process No stems no seeds no sticks Blind folded magic tricks Triple dipped mad hatter Blotter acid Stepped outside to feel alive But my life keeps trying to bribe Me from my reality Surrounded by entropy Back and forth in my rocking chair I sit and i stare Here we go do you know where Nope we dont probably never we wont Doggy paddle gasp for air Just trying to stay a float Back and forth in my rocking chair I sit and i stare Here we go do you know where Nope we dont probably never we wont Doggy paddle gasp for air Just trying to stay a float
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B$ (Skit) 01:12
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Kinda Crazy 03:40
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I've been feeling kind of crazy I've been feeling kind of crazy I've been feeling kind of crazy Lately contemplating daily I've been feeling kind of lazy As I watch my brain escape me I've been feeling kind of crazy I've been feeling kind of crazy I've been feeling I've been feeling I've been feeling kind of crazy Everyone is seeming shady Baby let me get to safety Everything is looking spacey Maybe cause my minds all wavy They all say I talk to hades Daily look my hands all shaky Its cause everything's so noisy Heal me outside where it's rainy Everything is feeling heavy Badly can you really blame me She was such a lovely lady Silly thought this shit was steady Everyone is seeming shady Baby let me get to safety You were such a mystery fury In me I can not see clearly Here I am I am so lonely And it's funny cause you know me As you scream at me all loudly Hate me plenty you sedate me I've been feeling kind of crazy Lately contemplating daily I've been feeling kind of lazy As I watch my brain escape me It's time for me to be set free Somebody anybody help me Low key cast me out to sea Reality peace I'm about to flee I've been feeling kind of crazy Lately contemplating daily I've been feeling kind of lazy As I watch my brain escape me I've been feeling kind of crazy Lately contemplating daily I've been feeling kind of lazy As I watch my brain escape me I've been feeling kind of crazy Lately contemplating daily I've been feeling kind of lazy As I watch my brain escape me I've been feeling kind of crazy Lately contemplating daily I've been feeling kind of lazy As I watch my brain escape me I've been feeling kind of crazy Lately contemplating daily I've been feeling kind of lazy As I watch my brain escape me I've been feeling kind of crazy Lately contemplating daily I've been feeling kind of lazy As I watch my brain escape me
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We Deserve To Fail (Instrumental) 05:53
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More & More 03:39
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Thousand pills one thousand screams Always tearing everything apart at the seams All the thrills and broken dreams Not understanding what anything means Gonna do myself just one more favor I'm gonna have just one more flavor This is what I tell myself every time Not a lot of difference from nickle to dime But I can't keep track and I can't keep up And I won't look back and now I'm stuck Refuse the truth so I drink up Living and drinking from this bottomless cup But I've touched fire and now I'm burned Just barely but that I've learned That the times have changed and the tabled have turned Violent shaking and my vision is blurred Pull myself to the things I want Care free and happiness is what I'll flaunt A fabric of lies I will tell you Behind your back you know what I'll do If you felt my pain you would go insane All these chemicals going off in my brain I look at you but me not at myself You reach for me but I will refuse help Every puff and every sip Every shot and every trip Every score for more and more Always keeps me further From reaching the door Only a few places that this will go Locked up in a cell or in a hole Possessed by spirts in the mist If you choose to follow you get this Life full of torment full of sorrow Always afraid of what's tomorrow Loose your friends and loose your house Loose your money and loose your spouse Loose your mind and brought to kill And just to think you did it for a pill No life left a life full of death You dance with the devil and there is nothing left So I've wept and so I've cried I've died in this body one thousand times I've gone insane and lost my mind Everyday I hustle just to struggle and grind You beg for help not to feel this pain Just to do all the drugs all over again You blame the world on all your problems And yourself is the last that will solve them And every sip Every shot and every trip Every puff and every sip Every shot and every trip Every puff and every sip Every shot and every trip It is your life so do what you do Who gives a shit about what is true Numb your feelings slow your breathing Take your drugs and feel your heart beating Hide yourself from this darkened world Roll the bubble and let it twirl No one understands and there's nothing to do Not tricking anyone the fool is you Every puff and every sip Every shot and every trip Every score for more and more Always keeps me further From reaching the door Only a few places that this will go Locked up in a cell or in a hole Possessed by spirts in the mist If you choose to follow you get this My life do or die I'm always high in the sky Out of sight out of mind I'm always living my lie My life do or die I'm always high in the sky Out of sight out of mind I'm always living my lie
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Forever Restart 01:38
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Well it was fun but the times are done and I'm going this way I'll see you another day Remember times we had aww come on don't be mad You should be glad there's another story to be had Look at outer space can you describe such a place Where does it start forever in my heart Work on your state try to love and not hate Take some time for yourself give me a call if you need help Give me a call if you need help Give me a call if you need help Give me a call if you need help Give me a call if you need help Give me a call if you need help Give me a call if you need help Give me a call if you need help

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released December 25, 2020

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Lilac Carlo Minneapolis, Minnesota

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